Poetry from Steve Bloom |
Steve's
Poems: Permanent Collection
The Clock . . . . . . without
hands still may
understand the time, but cannot speak
to me. I walk down the
street gaze at faces of
other clocks as we pass each
other by, wish I could
supply each one of them
with the hands
it lacks, wish, in fact, that I could
remember where I left my
own.
Self Portrait Every day of my life
somewhere a lover selects a flower to pluck
from her meadow; a prisoner dreams of what lies
beyond the dungeon; a child takes first steps; raindrops re-sculpt a mountain peak; music is performed that none
has ever heard before; somebody, once again, admires
a Van Gogh self-portrait. Our calendar says it's September thirteenth, two thousand seven, and my days therefore number twenty two thousand two hundred eighty. If the mental math is a bit much, I can reveal that this number divided by three hundred sixty five gives the result
of sixty one, with a remainder of fifteen (a tally for every
fourth February). Today is the twenty two thousand two hundred eightieth day on which I will not paint
my self-portrait. Yet, stumbling like a child's first steps, I compose another poem, think of the times when music, or flowers, reminded me that life is more than what we can see from the inside
of our prison cells. Yes, I know that every mountain wears down in the wind and rain. You have no need to remind me. I respond that even hills that are older, more rounded than I still stand awe-filled, silhouetted against
the sunrise, offer us the wisdom of everything they
have understood. I cannot mourn. And when that time arrives, I ask that you remember, in
my honor (perhaps on some future thirteenth of
September): The only human beings who never die are those who were never born.
Dreams
of Immortality Perhaps,
one day I
will be famous— so famous that they'll name a
bridge, or a school, or
a rest stop on the New Jersey Turnpike after
me and everyone as
they pass by,
or over,
or through, will
read the sign and ask themselves: "Who, I
wonder, was Steve Bloom?"
Exploration Leads to Discovery
Two hundred years ago? What are two hundred years,
when the people they visited had lived beside the Missouri
for a thousand summers or more, and did not care about the
lines Easterners drew on maps? President Thomas Jefferson
cared enough to send Meriwether Lewis along with William Clark on
their famous expedition, with a vision of turning these heathen people
into farmers, and traders. There was, however, already a
city (sixteen hundred miles from the mouth of the river)
where 4000 lived-more than in Washington, or St.
Louis. And their farms provided the corn so these explorers would
survive the cold of 1804 to 1805. Amy Mossat lives today in New
Town, North Dakota, along with her fellow Mandan,
Hidatsa, and Arikara. Here she plants this same corn
in her garden, unmodified by hybridization, or genetic
engineering. Lewis, in his journals,
referred to the native people as "children." The Indians, in return, named
one of their own who acted as a guide "Furnishes the
white men with brains." Amy Mossat can no longer live
in Old Town, because it was hybridized, or perhaps
genetically engineered, some decades ago, inundated by
the Garrison Dam along with 155,000 acres of
farm land-that many acres of memories, and of sacred
places. Lewis and Clark passed through
50 nations. Each with its sacred places. You and I know a few names,
like the one we borrowed for a capital city after the Omaha village of Tonwontaga was wiped out by the pox, or Chinook, because we gave it
to a fish. We take the time to worry about
the future of fish. But who can tell me what has happened
to the Chinook people? The Otoe and the Missouri were
expelled to Oklahoma, where descendants still long
for their northern plains. The Lemhi Shoshone were herded
to the desert of southern Idaho. Some of the elders of the Nez
Percé, in 1877, who were children when that tribe twice saved our
explorers from starvation, remembered-as they were rounded
up and removed. You, too, can remember. Just
follow the Lewis and Clark National
Historic Trail through towns where suicide is the number one
cause of death. *Based on reporting by Timothy
Egan (New York Times, June 15, 2003)
Where You Find Yourself
If we see flowers planted in a line
or shrubs, trimmed with perpendicular sides,
you know right away that you are in a place
of human habitation.
If we see a river
constrained by concrete banks
to make sure it does not intrude
on the spaces selected for humans
to inhabit, you are surely in a city,
or at least a large town.
No river begins its existence
with perpendicular banks
of hand-poured stone.
Nor did the trees, the grasses,
the frogs and turtles,
egrets, dragonflies, sandbanks
or tumble-down rocks that once
lived along these shores ever
think to object if the waters
changed shape from time to time,
visited their lives more intimately. Indeed
this was something they needed
to remain alive and in proper harmony.
Which is why, when I seek
to remain alive and in harmony
I go where the river offers me
its unfettered intimacy,
play the game I call "imagine"—
that there is no place on earth
where flowers are grown
in straight lines, our lives
channeled by hand-poured stone.
A Poem Is
A poem is god's
way of compensating
us for the fact that she doesn't
exist.
Flower Plots
Watch out for the caucus of crocuses there, on the hill. I hear they are hatching a plot to overthrow the daffodils.
Beware the wisteria conspiracy up on the ledge, perfecting a plan I suspect, to overgrow the privet hedge.
I wouldn't interfere, if I were you, should bleeding hearts and columbine combine to show defiance against that great lilac alliance.
And it's OK to stand where you might see but don't get in the way as the cherry blossom posse gallops by, leaving pink hoofprints against the sky.
There's so much more I'll bet you never knew about what flowers do, and-when no one's looking-where they go. (Just don't let on who told you so.)
Dialogue "You
are my Springtime flood after
years of drought, the
cool evening breeze after
a summer day, affirmation that
the sky is up,
the earth down after
so many moments of doubt," says
the poet. "I
love you, too," she replies. "I
stroke your bare flesh, hold
your body close to mine, explore
your eyes, your mouth, the
secret place which lies where
a female belly curves away to
disappear between two thighs— and
forget, for just a moment, that
there is anyone else, besides
the two of us, in
the universe," he tells her. "You
are so wonderful," she glows. "Your
smile is all the food and drink my
soul requires, your caress my
shelter from the world." She
gently squeezes his hand, whispers: "Thank
you so much for loving me." And
he stares into her face, unable to
speak again, awed by
the eloquence of her words.
In Memoriam Most martyrs rest in graves
undraped with flowers. Nobody will remember when or
where or how they sacrificed-all that was
within their power— and
so I cannot tell you now. . . . Most martyrs rest in graves
undraped with flowers. Beneath more storied tombs, I
sense it's always true, lie countless other heroines
and heroes who gave equally as they were
called and so, although well-praised the
celebrated dead must be, this round let's toast a deeper
victory. For deeds which otherwise
remain unsung, unfurl the banner left too long unhung
for all who could in life achieve no
more than try their best, and now, at last, in graves
we've draped with flowers, rest.
Minutes
Annual meeting
National Association of Procrastinators
(acronym: "NAP").
Scheduled start time: 10:00 am
Actual opening: 3:25 pm
Motion: To postpone this session until
Tomorrow— carried unanimously.
Missing in Reaction
I look through
the compact discs for some music
by Alma Schindler, but there is
none, nor any under
the name of Alma
Mahler—though there are
symphonies and songs by
Gustav. Before they
married, you see, he made her
promise that after she would never
try to fulfill her promise as a
young composer. His wife must
have no career save to make her
husband comfortable. He will create
the music in the family,
thank you very much. So she wrote not one note
more during the next
sixty years— including five
decades that she
survived after Gustav's
death. I have no way of
knowing, however, as I browse
today, that Alma's
music is what I crave to restore the
rhyme my life is missing. And so I'll keep
on searching.
April 10, 2006 (New York City)
Sometimes politics proves to be as strange as poetry.
Never thought that I would feel at home in a demonstration where one American flag follows another, after
another,
after another. But today it's not the usual "my country can beat up your country" crowd. No, this time it's the invisible people, speaking out loud for a change.
"I am Haitian; I am
Korean;
I am Pakistani," they tell me.
"I am Dominican; I am
Mexicana;
I am Filipino; I am Ethiopian; I am
Jamaican;
I am Guatemalan and I live here too. I will not be less of a human being than you.
"I fly the flag of my country. And I fly the flag of my other country; for whether I am there or here your
nation would collapse
without the work I do."
So I stand watching, ask myself whether we have, perhaps, just taken one small step toward the day when every human being will, at last, fly every flag of
every nation
and still feel at home.
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